| I write introverted poetry related to my struggles with clinical depression. Anything unrelated is a bonus. |


Untitled No. 11Unravel me to find nothing. No skin, just bones. Not even blood stays inside. It's all gone; I removed it. To have something so disgusting pulsing through myself was too much to bear. I flayed the skin, punctured vessels to free myself from the shame but it just moves deeper within, to my mind. How do you destroy the mind? All I ask for is suicide to rid me of this forever; to get rid of me forever. Such a revolting system that festers inside me, I can no longer let it. One severance in one artery is all I ask. FUntitled No. 11


SubstituteYour substitution for a better item I will do what you want to help you settle into this inferiority, this something less than you desire. All the words I speak are wrong and my skin is invisible; you deserve better than to trade in something chipped for another that is close to breaking. Why? Had you no other choices but to go for your safety option? I have wanted you so much as my head was collapsing but I never wanted you like this, I didn't want to be your seconds; I was to be your number one. Now as I'm beaten down and down again ISubstitute


DrainMy mind wanders away from me, my body repelled by love. The plasma rises in my veins and beats gently against your fingertips. A simple sedation is usually all I need for this unreal serenity but you lay it upon my skin and eyes and lips at no price but devotion. Anxiety disappears with a whisper, a gentle voice, hope in a head full of despair: wash it away from the inside. Replace it with a warmth, a quietness so tempting I would die just to make it last. I feel you through my blood; purifying, cleansing.Drain
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I reject your reality and substitute my own.
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I have no signature.
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"For the people who used to be ten years old,
And the people who are going to be ten years old."~ Hayao Miyazaki
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I have no signature.
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